According to dictionary.com, beginning is defined as an act or circumstance of entering upon an action or state. Really...Here I am. Beginning. I have lost weight. Gained weight. Lost weight. Been hungry. Been angry. Been sorry. Wanted to hide. Went to Oprah.com. So done. I have to try something completely different out of my comfort zone to get happy. I may have to ask for help. Yikes.

Here I am

I am uncomfortable in every sense of the word. I am separated. I am starting a new career. I am coming home to triathlon training. It hurts. It is hard. It is honest. Here I go.